A Fat Head

I am a firm believer that my fat head is my biggest obstacle to weight loss.  I have always thought of myself as a big girl, so not only will I need to reshape my body, but I will also need to reshape my head.

It is a funny thing because I am still surprised when I walk past a mirror and see my shape as it is now. I am not sure if it is because I still think of myself as smaller than I am or that I just see the lumps where I don't want them and I mentally photoshop them and am aware I am doing it.

So anyway i am going to put that creative brain to work and start with visualizations.  If it worked for my business it can work for my ass I recon.  I imagined I would be photographing women and showing them their inner beauty and that is exactly what I am doing for a living now.  So if I imagine myself fit and healthy and wearing the pretty frocks that they don't make in my current size then why the heck not.

What are my road blocks and how can I either push them to the side or annihilate the buggers.

I will start with staged visualizations mined from the net:

Here is stage one: